Monday morning seems to be so mundane. Boring even, and it’s only 8:30am!
The expected email asking “Three most significant accomplishments last week and Three most significant projects for the up comming week.” has arrived. Problem is, my biggest accomplishment was closing on “mock tudor” last Friday. Next most significant was the cleaning work that we accomplished. Somehow I dont think the boss will swallow that. As for work, last week was something of a wash-out. **sigh** I already stuggle enough with feeling like I dont work hard enough & dont perform well enough … this feels like the avatar of my fears, the personification of worry come to deliver the note saying “you’re fired”. My rational mind says it’s not true, that I am valued, but emotions are at war with that sentiment.
Monday morning status reports suck. 