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Archive for July, 2005

Thursday, July 28th, 2005

I cant wait - FedEx tracking is evil - tantalizing me with details saying that my stuff is within walking distance of my house but not yet delivered!

Date/Time Activity Location
Jul 28, 2005 6:31 AM On FedEx vehicle for delivery MAPLEWOOD, MO
6:08 AM At local FedEx facility MAPLEWOOD, MO
5:59 AM At dest sort facility BERKELEY, MO
Jul 27, 2005 6:54 PM Departed FedEx location INDIANAPOLIS, IN
7:46 AM Departed FedEx location LOS ANGELES, CA
Jul 26, 2005 2:48 PM Package data transmitted to FedEx
11:37 AM Picked up CITY OF INDUSTRY, CA
10:39 AM Arrived at FedEx location LOS ANGELES, CA
6:21 AM Left origin CITY OF INDUSTRY, CA

Saturday, July 16th, 2005

I dislike going in to the office / working at the weekend, and especially hate not being able to finish off the work in the time I’m in the office on said Saturday! An extra couple of hours at home this evening saw tests created, stuff moved around and extra code written to hook up the pieces, with some interesting coding music:

Oh l’amour
Written by Clarke/Bell

Oh l’amour
Broke my heart
Now I’m aching for you
Mon amour
What’s a boy in love
Supposed to do

Looking for you
You were looking for me
Always reaching for you
You were too blind to see
Oh love of my heart
Why leave me alone
I’m falling apart
No good on my own

Oh l’amour
Broke my heart
Now I’m aching for you
Mon amour
What’s a boy in love
Supposed to do

Why throw it away
Why walk out on me
I just live for the day
For the way it should be
There once was a time
Had you here by my side
You said I wasn’t your kind
Only here for the ride

Oh l’amour
Broke my heart
Now I’m aching for you
Mon amour
What’s a boy in love
Supposed to do

No emotional ties
You don’t remember my name
I lay down and die
I’m only to blame
Oh love of my heart
It’s up to you now
You tore me apart
I hurt inside-out

Oh l’amour
Broke my heart
Now I’m aching for you
Mon amour
What’s a boy in love
Supposed to do

Oh l’amour
Broke my heart
Now I’m aching for you
Mon amour
What’s a boy in love
Supposed to do

Poison (Live Version)
Alice Cooper

Your cruel device
your blood like ice
One look could kill
my pain
your thrill.

I wan’t to love you but I better not touch [don't touch]
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop.
I want to kiss you but I want it too much [too much]
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison.

You’re poison runnin’ through my veins
you’re poison
And I don’t want to break these chains.
Poison

Your mouth
so hot
your web
I’m caught
Your skin
so wet
black lace on sweat.

I hear you calling and it’s needles and pins [and pins]
I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name.
Don’t want to touch you but you’re under my skin [deep in]
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison.

You’re poison runnin’ through my veins
you’re poison
I don’t want to break these chains - poison.

One look could kill
my pain
your thrill.

I wan’t to love you but I better not touch [don't touch]
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop.
I want to kiss you but I want it too much [too much]
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison.

You’re poison runnin’ through my veins
you’re poison
And I don’t want to break these chains.
Poison

I wan’t to love you but I better not touch [don't touch]
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop.
I want to kiss you but I want it too much [too much]
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison.

I don’t wanna break these chains - poison.
Runnin’ deep inside my veins
burning deep inside my veins - poison.
I don’t wanna break these chains - poison.

I feel bad working at the weekend and at home on the ground that this is time that should be spent with the wife, except that she spent the morning/early afternoon throwing herself out of a perfectly servicable aeroplane, and hooked by a certain young wizard and a half blood prince. Oh well. Working at home has its benefits that for sure - feet up with two cats keeping me company and music playing nice and loud. If normal office hours were spent in this sort of environment I wouldnt complain in the slightest. Someone want to hire me to work mainly from home, with only a few touch-base meetings at an office?

Tuesday, July 12th, 2005

I like painting miniatures, tending strongly toward technological rather than organic. By far my favourite have been Battle Tech mech miniatures except that local stores dont seem to carry the models. Games workshop seems to have this town sewn up! Once again though, online shopping wins the day:

Unassembled, unpainted metal Battle Tech miniatures.
  • Stalker Mech
  • Blood Hound Mech
  • Viper Mech
  • Naga Omnimech
  • Nightsky Mech
  • Rifleman Mech
  • Stinger Mech
  • Arctic Wolf
  • Vkg-2f Viking
  • Vindicator Mech
  • Scylla Mech
  • Legacy Mech
  • Black Knight Mech
  • Zeus X Mech
  • Gurkha Mech
  • Hellspawn Mech
  • Thunderbolt Mech
  • Shadowcat Mech
  • Lightray Mech
  • Locust (lct-5m)
  • Fafnir Mech
  • Atlas
  • Barghest Mech
  • Initiate Mech
  • Blood Asp Mech
  • Bishamon Mech
  • Predator Mech
  • Yu Huang
  • Ti Ti’s Ang
  • Cplt-c4 Catapult Mech
  • Bowman Mech
  • Arcas Mech
  • Snake Mech
  • Jackal Mech
  • Uziel Mech
  • Thanatos Mech
  • Sagittaire Mech
  • Osirus Mech
  • Banshee Mech
  • Argus Mech
  • KCG-000 King Crab
  • Annihilator Mech
  • Enforcer Mech
  • Javelin Mech
  • Commando Mech
  • Cyclops Mech
  • Victor Mech
  • Panther Mech
  • Centurian Mech
  • Awesome Mech
  • Jager Mech New Version
  • Wraith Mech
  • T-IT-N10M Grand Titan
  • OmniMech Puma
  • OmniMech Uller
  • OmniMech Koshi
  • OmniMech Dasher
  • OmniMech Ryoken
  • Zeus Mech
  • Guillotine Mech
  • CR-27 Crab
  • MON-66 Mongoose Mech
  • Jenner IIC
  • Hollander B2K-F3
  • Behemoth Mech
  • END-6Q Enfield
  • Hellfire Mech
  • TMP-3M Tempest
  • ST-8A Shootist
  • Piranha
  • Grendel
  • NSR-9J Nightstar Mech
  • Grizzly Mech
  • Omnimech Linebacker
  • Kodiak
  • Thunder Stallion Mech
  • Fire Scorpion Mech
  • Mandrill Mech
  • Snow Fox Mech
  • Jinggau
  • OmniMech Black Hawk
  • OmniMech Fenris
  • OmniMech Dragonfly
  • OmniMech Gladiator
  • OmniMech Masakari
  • OmniMech Man O War
  • Friday, July 8th, 2005

    In the wake of the bombings in London I was phoned twice by concerned friends here, and a nice little email message from someone else asking if my family was OK; the level of care an concern for an expat Brit living in the USA was high. What I think people didnt understand was my apparent lack of reaction to the bombings. Dont get me wrong: I feel bad - sick to the core, outraged - but not to the degree that everyone seems to expect.

    The 9/11 attack on New York was horrific, coming as it did out of nowhere. Folks I’ve talked to have had that in mind when they’ve asked “are you alright?” What they’ve failed to apprehend is the 30 years of IRA terroist violence that I’ve grown up around. I’ve lived through bomb scares - while working in Burger King in Guildford there was a bomb threat (accompanied by a suspicious package) on the bookshop across the street due to it carrying Salman Rushdie’s book “The Satanic Verses“. I’ve seen railway stations remove their left-luggage services for fear of there being bombs in bags, removing trash containers around the stations for fear of a bomb in the wake of IRA terrorist actions. I’ve been in a railway station as it’s evacuated due to a “suspect package” on one of the platforms. In other words, although horrific in and of itself, this bomb attack is just more of the same, to be processed and lived through. We’ve learned as a nation to keep going, and that’s exactly what the terrorists in this case will find happen: we will go on.

    I loved the quote, lifted from comments in another blog, that said

    To quote an old Londoner who lived through the blitz and got caught up in the Canary Wharf explosion: “I’ve been blown up by a better class of bastard than this!”

    and on a more serious note, lifted from an article in Christianity Today,

    Britons are traditionally stoic and defiant when it comes to bombings. When the Luftwaffe devastated much of the East End in 1940 and 1941, the people exclaimed, “We can take it.” King George VI - arguably our greatest king - refused all suggestions that the Royal Family be evacuated to Canada, and His Majesty refused to leave London.

    That same defiance has been in evidence today. A young woman who emerged from one of the tube trains with blackened face and scarred legs said, “This is nothing.” People, as far as possible, are determined to go about their normal business. As one of our patriotic songs Rule Britannia declares, “Britons never, never, never shall be slaves,” and, “Thee haughty tyrants ne’er shall tame: All their attempts to bend thee down … Will but arouse thy … generous flame.” Al Qaeda needs to learn what we taught Hitler - Britons don’t do cowardice.

    What I am impressed with is the faith community’s reactions -

    Sir Iqbal Sacranie, head of the Muslim Council of Britain, said he utterly condemned the attacks. He was joined in his condemnation by church leaders who have been preparing a joint position between both faiths in the event of such an attack.

    “We are simply appalled and want to express our deepest condolences to the families,” said Sir Iqbal. “These terrorists, these evil people, want to demoralise us as a nation and divide us. All of us must unite in helping the police to hunt these murderers down.”

    and

    Churches and Christian groups have already mobilized, in prayers if not in direct service. The Evangelical Alliance released a statement that called on its members “to pray for the families of those killed and injured by the multiple explosions in London and for a spirit of peace and mercy, not panic or revenge.” EA general director Joel Edwards, said: “We pray earnestly for those who have suffered loss or injury today and call on God to bind up the broken hearted. I have found Psalm 46 a great comfort at this time.”

    Bishop of London Richard Chartres, who has been in contact with Edwards, was similarly somber yet hopeful. “This is a grave day for London,” he said. “Our thoughts and prayers are with the injured and the bereaved and also with the emergency services who have responded so rapidly. London’s clergy have been working alongside the Emergency Services since early this morning, and churches close to affected areas have been opened for shelter, aid and prayer.”

    Friday, July 1st, 2005

    I knew it was hotter here in St Louis than “back home” but here’s the details for the upcoming 4th of July weekend:

    Reading St Louis
      min max min max
    Fri 15°C 22°C 18°C 30°C
    Sat 14°C 22°C 19°C 28°C
    Sun 10°C 21°C 21°C 29°C
    Mon 10°C 19°C 21°C 30°C
    Tue 11°C 20°C 20°C 29°C